I am not Fedora Pancakes. Well, ok – I am, but the person hiding behind this persona is somebody else. Maybe some of you know, some have suspected but either way – I’m here today to tell you a truth that I hope will be appreciated.

Here are some details…

What if I told you that my home country is Sweden. I like big (BIG) dogs and I’ve been single for many years and scared of love? I also have something that explains why I’m such a tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum sometimes. Who pops into your head? Well, I guess you’re right. I am that weirdo.

Why am I telling you this? Well, first of all it’s because I’ve learned so much these past years and I am not afraid any longer. I’m talking about that stalker that made me shut down my blog and leave it all behind. The thing is that I could not stop blogging, so I created this blog and fibbed a little so that I could keep on writing.

I am not 20 years old, even though I do feel like I am that age. I do not have a boyfriend, but I do live with a roommate in a very complicated relationship. Hopefully though, things are changing and I will soon move out and into my own place.

What about the job?

Well, I’m still unemployed and it’s been over 4 years now. So much has changed since the spring for me. I’m gonna make a career change, and if I play my cards right, that perfect job in a whole other field is just around the corner. I will get professional help to get a job and it’s looking really good, so fingers crossed that I do not jinx it here. There is a role where I’m most likely the single candidate and I just hope it will work out. We have to compromise on what my tasks and working hours are gonna be, but nonetheless – I’m extremely hopeful in the right way here. Finally!

I don’t have a gazillion pets. I have a cat that hopefully sometime in the spring most likely will finally get a Massive friend to play with. That is, if I can get that job and some other things in order and also find a better apartment in time, but I have a feeling it will finally happen now.

I’ve been on a special journey

And I’ve learned so much and I keep on learning new things. Both about myself and about topics I’ve never really known about before. The biggest change of all is that I’m finally listening to my intuition and I follow it to the best of my ability and holy smokes is it helpful! I feel that magic is all around me and I’m going towards a more spiritual and free life. The meditation is helping me to focus and I’m learning to have patience, even though I’m starting to really hate that word. Patience is not my forte 😂.

So now what?

Well, I’m gonna keep on blogging using Fedora Pancakes and the same URL. I urge you to not mention my older name and the things I used to write about. If you do, I might have to scrap your comment or rewrite it for safety reasons. The stalker might still be out there and I don’t want him to find me, but if he should – I’m not afraid of him since I know the universe and the Police will have my back. Mostly I trust the universe that the stalker has stopped harassing me in real life and that he’s got other things to do instead. I’ve heard rumors he got a girlfriend, so I hope she’ll teach him better things.

Well, huge thanks I say for all of you being here. You really mean a lot to me ❤️.

I’m a weirdo, yes I am – and I’m such a proud for being the weirdo I am!