I would say chaos is a ladder, right? Just to be funny and quote something from Game of Thrones. Not that I know what it actually means, but anyways… I dislike chaos. I prefer calm. I do not thrive in chaos. I break. Go under. Fall over. It is not good.
The best of times are when I’m good with all that crap.
Aka, it’s all behind me, or I am at least happy for the small things. Lately, during this hiatus that lasted far longer than I ever thought it would, I’ve been thinking a lot about chaos and calm. The past year for me has been utterly weird, but also massive in its potential in personal growth. I’ve learned so much and I’ve come so far and now, all I can do is to wait for a good kind of chaos to arrive.
Like the time I’m in currently. I’ve had it rough, but now it’s finally looking brighter. My first real salary in years will come in a few weeks, doubling my income and I will get other things in order as well so it will be even better. After that is done, it will be more calm, but I am counting on loads of chaos for everything to settle. I know I’m talking in riddles here, but it was such a long time ago since a wrote a blog post where I had to think, so I’m just doing my best here.
I don’t have that much more to say, really – but I do want to ask you;
Leave a Reply